MY LATELY...

...has been quite draining and much longing for some rest time.  shi is still recovering from her cough ( and i feel so bad for because it takes alot out of her and some sleepless nights ).  now jae has caught the cough and a fever side effect from her vaccination shots.  so two toddlers that don't feel too well = challenging moments.  school is not being too friendly with me this semester.  and life can be sometimes...overwhelming.

i know there are some blogs out there that make it seem like everything is all glamour, but let's be real....sometimes as a mom you just want to pull your hair out.  sometimes i just want to sit in the living room, lights turned off and watch Cake Boss.  sometimes i can get carried away and have a whole day of yelling and yelling and yelling and crying (both kids and me).  sometimes i want to have a shower longer than 10 minutes.  but i'm glad these are only "sometimes" moments.

at the end of the day, no matter how tired i am...no matter how much i yelled and screamed at the kids...i see how blessed God has made me to have this family.  i'd lay down my life for my husband and kids.  i'd go without sleep to make sure the kids will sleep through the night.  i'm thankful that God has my back when times get tough.  God really sees us through our tough times and let's you see i'm blessed, i'm saved and that there's more to life than just our "sometimes moments". 

take time to not worry about tomorrow.  Matthew 6:34 "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own".



♥ happy thursday.